I have just been answering some questions for rebecca about my fundraising for macmillan and this site for the community news blog i think, nothing to do with me caroline/celiswan volunteered me but she did ask me first , and its brought a lot of feelings back and just reminded me how far ive actually come since i lost ju, I was in a very dark lonely place when ju died, i only got up in the morning for the kids , id sit at night and cry when they were in bed and i thought they couldnt hear me,
This site or the people on here have helped get me back from that lonely place , yes i still have some tears and theirs always someone to listen, or talk or offer love and hugs ,
Just the last few weeks my confidence has returned and i feel great, i love my new job , and once again its helped by my lovely friends on here, and some who i email , or others on yahoo instant mail, and facebook,
The last week or so their has been some very sad news on here but once again the support and love shines through from everyone , i honestly think people should come on here just for a lesson in friendship and kindness ,they would learn so much ,and gain a great deal ,
On that note i will stop rabbitting and send you all a huge hug xxxx
