My dear mother passed away yesterday 19th August at the age of 42... Only 20 days after we got her diagnosis.. This all happened so fast..
I have no idea how i will ever survive.
I miss her so much already...
There is no words to tell how much she meant to me and how close she was to me. I feel like i didnt have time to tell her all i wanted, tho i told her a lot. But i guess its normal to feel that there would have still being so much to say..?
Eventho shes gone forever now, im trying to tell myself that this was better, bc she doesnt have pain anymore and she doesnt have to suffer no longer. But still.. this hurts so much and feels so unreal..
Anyway, im going to meet her one day again when its my time to go.
If everythnig happens for a reason, i cant really find a reason for this...
I feel so lost and lonely..
FormerMember
You will cry, yet find the courage to face the family and attendees at the funeral. Trust me, dig deep and you will find the strength. Besides, it's your mother and you are in shock, whether you had a 20 day warning or not. Be strong...you're gonna grow up quite alot in the next few weeks, months and years. Take care of yourself. Nicole
Yes, my mom will always live in my heart and in my memories <3 :)
And yes Nicole.. Im pretty sure that what doesnt kill you makes you only stronger!! And yes, this is teaching me a lot. And im gonna grow up a lot, that is definitely true.
hi jellyhunny my mam passed away on sunday of the same cancer your mam had its so hard isint it not had the funeral yet tats on tuesday dont no what to do with my days wen i found out she might only av weeks to live i went on sick so i cud spent all the time with her she died under 3weeks later she was 68 im 42 the same age has your mum soz ive got a daughter your age my mam live her life we hav to keep going they will be lookin down on us and your mum will be very pround of you x
