My dear mother passed away yesterday 19th August at the age of 42... Only 20 days after we got her diagnosis.. This all happened so fast..
I have no idea how i will ever survive.
I miss her so much already...
There is no words to tell how much she meant to me and how close she was to me. I feel like i didnt have time to tell her all i wanted, tho i told her a lot. But i guess its normal to feel that there would have still being so much to say..?
Eventho shes gone forever now, im trying to tell myself that this was better, bc she doesnt have pain anymore and she doesnt have to suffer no longer. But still.. this hurts so much and feels so unreal..
Anyway, im going to meet her one day again when its my time to go.
If everythnig happens for a reason, i cant really find a reason for this...
I feel so lost and lonely..
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I am so sorry about your mum. All I can say is that she is a part of you and always will be, no one or nothing can take that away from you. Your mum would have known how you felt about her, us mums know without being told. She will always be with you love...................Take care my sweet heart.......................Love carol
OMG Im so sorry, its hard enough to deal with the news she had cancer but to lose her so soon must be very hard to deal with and 42 is so young . Im so sorry for your loss, wishing you lots of strength to get through the coming months. I hope you have some wonderful memories to treasure forever
I'm sooo sorry to hear about your Mum, Just reading this brought me to tear's. C is a horrible thing and why does it have to take the people we love the most.....Your Mum will be in a better place right now and i bet she's meeting up with family and friend's that she's so sadly missed herself. I dont know what i would do if i lose my Mum over this horrible thing, Stay strong all my love goes to you
