My husband passed away on the 13th sept, it was his funeral tues 22nd. I have an 11yr old son and i'm 37. My husband was 9months from 1st diagnosis. he actually got the all clear at the end of may then we found out on the 28th aug it had returned and he died on the13th sept. I'm struggling to carry on with anything at the moment but have to push myself for my son, but all i'd really like to do is not get up in the morning, but going to bed at night feels worse than trying to get up in the morning, I have fantastic friends who are trying their best but nothing helps at the moment, except hugs if only for a split second.
