I lost my husband on 13th september, i know it was only 7 weeks ago but i just feel completely lost, the only thing keeping me going is my 12yr old son. Everything just seems so pointless, i really don't want to go anywhere or do anything, friends keep telling me how strong i'm being but they don't know how i really feel inside as i can't talk to anyone about what happen or about how i really feel, how can i talk to anyone or tell them when i can't put any of it into words. Weekends are the worst as i really struggle going out anywhere as everything i think about doing reminds me of Shaun. Struggling now to think what else to type my minds gone blank again, i have a severe lack of concentration too, i'm sure my brain has been switched off.
