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Today has been a rubbish day, Dads goodbye is all sorted and today there was nothing to do, didnt need to ring Wales to check he was ok suppose have been kept busy the last couple of days,losing him on sunday evening,going to see him one last time on monday, arranging his goodbye and travelling home Tuesday and now nothing....just an awful feeling of complete loss and emptiness.

I feel so cold  I just cant get warm.

Just not ready to say goodbye on Saturday, why does that  have to be so quick, why cant i have some time, it wont even be a week.....

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  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    I Know that feeling of numbness, you cant think straight that's if you can think

    at all. Even if you knew  your Dad wasn,t

    going to be with you very long when it

    happens its still a shock. You need to

    talk about him, scream, shout ,curse

    to get your feelings out J. And i bet you

    haven,t had much sleep have you,that

    cant be helping. Be kind to yourself my

    love, its a hard time for you, i send you

    a BIG HUG, and hope you find strength

    to get thru this sad time.

    With Love Lucylee. XXX

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    I am so sorry for your loss J, I have felt all of those emotions with the loss of a loved one so close but the only comfort I had at the time was believing that my mum was no longer suffering and that she wasn't in any more pain.  

    Remember to celebrate your dads life and talk about him often, it will hopefully ease the pain of the loss you feel.  I found it really helped my family and I get through it, and you will get through it J I promise you.

    Sending you much love and hugs at this awful time.  Hope you find the strength and support you need to get through this.

    Love Lisa xx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    You Dad will always be near my love, you are part of him. I lost my Dad through cancer when I was 12 which was 37 years ago now and he still lives in my heart, in me,my children and my grand children. I am sorry for your loss and this is the only bit of comfort I have to offer. Sending you love and hugs

    Carol x

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hiya,

    Like Carol (Kezzerbird) I lost my dad to cancer when I was 12 but he is always with me. I can even get mad at him at times too which is always fun as he will always win any argument! Keep your memories and do not fear your pain, it just shows how much you loved him.

    Sending big hugs

    Andrew xx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    sorry for such delay in responding to your kind words was too painful to come back in to read my blog.

    thank you so much

    love

    Jules x