Today has been a rubbish day, Dads goodbye is all sorted and today there was nothing to do, didnt need to ring Wales to check he was ok suppose have been kept busy the last couple of days,losing him on sunday evening,going to see him one last time on monday, arranging his goodbye and travelling home Tuesday and now nothing....just an awful feeling of complete loss and emptiness.
I feel so cold I just cant get warm.
Just not ready to say goodbye on Saturday, why does that have to be so quick, why cant i have some time, it wont even be a week.....
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