2 weeks

I am right there with you.  So much waste...for e.g., gives a new meaning to the television commercials, what to wear to the party, how big the house is, what kind of car to drive...materialistic and shallow and we all do it.  Amazing how petty some of us can be with what we think is so important.  What a waste.  I could go on and on but my point is made, I think.  Happiness and importance of life stares us in the face every day that we open our eyes to a new one.

My gratititude:  I opened my eyes to a new day today.

J

I so know what u r saying and where u coming from - feel just the same

How can people think its alright now - just cos 2 weeks have passed

Hugs

Chrisxxx

J, if you feel sad be sad, after all 2weeks

is just a drop in the ocean, you have

lost your dad and your grieving has only just began. You just do what you have to

do, in your own time, its what you need

and how you feel that is important right

now, be kind to yourself.

With Love Lucylee. xxxx

well 2 weeks has turned into 4 and i am still not ready to face the working world. Feel as if I have gone into meltdown. Each day I try to be more positive and think straight but it doesnt seem to last more than a few hours. I know dad will be disappointed that I feel so low, he said " dont mourn me cariad" smile everyday" but its just not that easy.

Its nice to know that others care about how I feel especially as we dont know each other, only this demon brings us together. People close by seem to despair at my loss and ask "arent you feeling any better yet"...sorry to say but no I'm not. Been told to stop feeling sorry for myself and get back to normal life...what is normal life after you loose your Dad....?

Why am I so angry..so miffed at the world and feel resentment, this is so not like me at all...I dont want to be this person that isnt happy for others. I want the old me back! and my dad but.....

thank you for caring my mac friends without you all I would be totally lost

J xx