I cant believe how much he has changed in just a couple of days.Monday morning he was sat up in bed talking then monday night everything in him gave up and he could bearly breath. He now cant talk, cant really move much and isnt eating or drinking. When i visited him earlier i had to leave because he became very distressed and i think it was because he didnt want me seeing him like it. I dont know what he wants and thats the hardest thing. Although he cant talk the pain in his eyes is killing me. He is so so scared and all i want however horrible it sounds is for him to just go now. He cant take anymore and neither can anyone else.
Why we put humans thru so much unessesary pain when we dont even let dogs suffer in this way. I wish i could just click my fingers and he die because this is so cruel. All i did last night was wait for the call to say he had gone in his sleep but no, he is left to suffer more.
He was 53 on monday.
