I am still having a hard time accepting that I will never see my mum on this side of life again. I find myself thinking about having one more hug from her and for me to be able to squeeze her tight with all the love I feel for her. It is when I have this thought that I miss her the most. No matter how much you do do in the time you know is left you still want more. My mum taught me to be happy with what you have and not to long for what you can't have, but I simply can't help myself. I am sure she would forgive me for wanting one more hug, then I would want another and another!!
