ihatethisworld

  • and another night!!!

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    god im feeling so isolated, hubby still not home, but hes in the best place possible, just miss him so much not use to not having him around, all i can hear is the cat snoring...lol even hes missing him......x what will tomorrow bring????  ..........:-(

  • chemo update

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    hubby had chemo yesterday!!! and had a reaction and couldnt breath, so he has spent the night in the christie, spoke to him this morning he sounds a bit better, he might be home later, iv never cried so much as i did last night, just feeling isolated as were away from friends and family, just want to move and get extra support from our loved ones....see im rambling again...lol!!!!!!! just had a phone call to say he may…

  • what a day?

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    went to the christie with hubby today, no chemo as he has a kidney infection, and thanks to the sharp eyes of his wonderful doctor who spotted a blood clot on his right leg, so nice injections instead to thin the blood , good news is he starts chemo on the mon 19th...hooray...........x

  • bad day

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    i hate feeling like this, had the biggest cry today, i said to my husband i cant do this on my own, and burst in to tears, and he climbed out of bed and gave me the biggest hug ever and said yes you can and so can i, i felt so bad i stopped crying and then thought to myself if he can then i can,..........sorry if im ranting again.....sandra...x

  • why did this have to happen

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    hi my name is sandra,

    my husband was told yesterday that he has stage 4 lung cancer, and today we were told it is in his rib bones as well, he is being given chemo in the christie hospital and if hes well enough he will be on trial drugs, we only got married in november and he has a 10yr old son from a previous partner at the moment it feels like our whole world has been turned upside down, so at the moment all we seem…