ihatethisworld

  • hi

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    hi all, no results back from mri yet but they are keeping him in for the weekend, as he should be due to have chemo monday morning! but they might start radiotherapy instead, that will decided on monday, he was a happy boy yesterday as they let him leave the ward ! he said i need to get some l plates as my wheelchair steering is not brilliant...lol...but great fun were a right pair...i use a stick to walk but if im pushing…

  • so much help

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    FormerMember

    at 1pm i have a meeting with a hospital social worker, yesterday i had a meltdown at the hospital, the nurse took me to one side and opened the cupboard and said these are for you she gave me a box of tissues, its ok to cry she said....any way they rang down to social worker and told me she would be up to see me it was already 5.15pm so i didnt hold out much hope at 5.30 she came up to my hubbys ward, sat down and aske…

  • a poem

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    FormerMember

    Your voice is like music to my ear

     your always watching you always care 

     you can not leave,you have to stay or ill hurt and it wont be ok

     your like my humming lullaby you catch my tears when I'm about to cry

     your so much more to me than it seems your my world, my star, my wildest dreams

     you make me happy, you make me free, you wrapped your heart around me

     i love your hand gripping on mine it'll last forever till…

  • doing my 20mile jouney..

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    off to hospital , to visit hubby, taxi to train station, train to manchester, bus to the christie, so thats 20 miles there and then retun journey...iv only lived up here for 9 months and iv see more of manchester than i did my home town down south...lol....hope today brings you all peace, comfort, and pain free...hugs to you all.........................xxx

  • when will he be home!!!!

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    my wonderful hubby is still in hospital, had ct scan waiting for results, so they might do an mri tomorrow , hate seeing him in so much pain , the nurse explained that he had a massive astma attack after his chemo, so now hes on oxygen, so i wonder what tomorrow will hold......:-( im just feeling so low, and hubby is getting depressed,as we dont know whats going on, just want him home it feels like my left arm is missing…