my family and a few friends have been very supportive since september last year,theres been a few ppl who havnt been the best support and i feel that ive lost some of the best support i could possibly have,the only one true person who i thought i could rely on,he never really understood the "ins" and "outs" of what was really going on,started to say ive become boring...a shadow of myself....down and gloomy...what the hell…