Dad's been taken off his Tarveca today and has been told there's nothng else they can try. It's just a case of keeping him comfortable now. It's hard for me to hear, but even harder is seeing dad so down. It's like he's starting to give up. I'm not ready to lose him yet. I wish there was something I could do!
It sounds silly but he wants a monitor for home to be able to keep an eye on his oxygen levels. I don't know if such thing exists - but that is what I am concentrating on. I know it sounds so trivial, but thats the only thing his asked for and it gives me something to focus - does that make sense to anyone else?
I say thats the only thing he wants - he did ask for a new set of lungs tonight! If only they could do that for him. xx
