Since my last hospital visit, when they told me the chemo hadn't worked, I've been very down, and finding it hard to cope.
Things have come to a head now, and my fiance is moving out tonight.
He's more interested in smoking weed, and staying over at his friends house, than me.
We've been through all this before, talked about it etc, and nothing changes.
I need support. I need someone who will be there for me, not ignore me.
I understand he's finding me being ill hard, but he likes to pretend i'm not ill, and even txt me from work the other day saying he thinks it will be good news at my next hospital appointment, which proves he doesn't listen to a word I say.
I need to fight for my health, not fight for a relationship that I cry about nearly every day.
Don't know if we're still going to be together and live apart, but I don't think it's going to work, because nothing will change, apart from the fact we won't live together.
*sigh*
