Hi all
This time next week we shall know if mums cancer has spread. She has had womb cancer, had all the treatment,surgery, chemo and Radio. Went for Oncologist appointment a couple of weeks ago and after examining her the doctor said he coud feel a lump between her neck and shoulder. So we have had a CT scan and the results are next Monday.
Mum is coping but i'm not, how selfish is that!!! I just cant bear it if it has come back so soon, she only finished chemo in January. Of course i will be there for her i just want to do more and i dont know what to do!!
I'm trying to be positive but its hard in my head i already know the results and i know what people will say until you get them you dont know anything.
Sorry for ranting i just needing to write things down, dont have many people to talk to.
all the best everybody
