very worried

Oh Missy it's the darkness of night when all our demons leave the recesses of our mind and come out to niggle at us and send us into despair.

Right now you must stop thinking of what?, how?, won't!, and scared!  These are all things to be dealt with eventually but not now.  Keep focussing on how to make the time you have left as good as it possibly can be and make some beautiful memories.  This as I know all too well is not the easiest thing to do because you will have times when you can't help but dwell on what awaits you in the future.  But please try - for your sake and his.

I hope your fiance has a wonderful trip with his sister.  Siblings are important for strength and morale at times of illness and I know the support I gave my brother helped him through some of the darkest times.

Look forward to his return and plan some nice things for both of you to do together.

Much love and huge squidgy hugs,

Nin xxxx

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Hi there,

actually,  the very wise Nin said it all!

Listen to her, she knows what she is on about. Try to live in the moment and enjoy the 'now' while you have it and it may be a long 'now' as we never know with this disease... so you have someone you love and you are with them and that is a blessing so enjoy and savour every minute of it and the future will be what it is when you get there....

Sending you a hug to give you strength to do that

Little My xxx

thank you everyone xo