Who will love them as I do? All abandoned and in rescue sanctuaries. They have such quirky personalities and I have come to know them so well and they trust me. I feel such pain when I look at them now and such guilt.
My life has been stamped on and there is no way home.
I'm surprised at the shock I feel at being diagnosed with cancer of the oesophagus and ashamed at how sorry for myself I feel. My world has stopped, yet all around me life goes on as if nothing has happened. My brother remains too busy to pop round and he still does't respond to phone messages. I want someone to hold me but there is no-one.
I have my positive moments but most of the time I'm scared to death.…
