Hi everyone just feeling very lost and very alone. It's her 3rd anniversary next week. I keep breaking down sobbing and no matter where I am I can't hold it in my partner goes quiet and doesn't know what to say I keep thinking about why a young healthy girl of 25 yrs old didn't drink ,smoke do drugs ate healthy and went to the gym. Regularly .them from start to finish 13 months she had passed away I'm still devastated I'm lost I keep thinking that each year it might hurt a little less but I'm struggling alot my dad died on my birthday last yr aswell bless him how do you all cope with your loved ones anniversaries I hope someone will help me with a bit of advice. Thank you shellyanne .
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