Just finished my first week back at work and it is like i have never been away. I am glad to be back and it does take my mind off things. I know i want to get back on with my life after operation and diagnosis but it is still at the top of my mind all the time and i find it hard that people at work dont want to talk about it and i find i just keep smiling for them and keep things to myself. I suppose they dont want to…