Well it's over at last, thank goodness. This is the worst Christmas and New Year I've ever had. It's 8 weeks since my wonderful husband died and I'm absolutely lost without him. Friends and family have been great, but they can't replace the love of my life. A neighbour asked me how Christmas had gone and I said 'awful'. She said it would be the same every year as Frank had died so near Christmas. That's something…
