well i havent been on the last few days due to feeling so crap. i went home after my second radiotherapy treatment feeling so ill, i've been told to go and rest after my treatments though to stop them hitting me so hard. was lovely seeing my children again and being able to see my friends.
i had my first dose of chemo yesterday it started at 8.30 and finished at half 5 was awfully long day and quite uncomfy but there you go i guess its all for the best in the end but doesnt feel like it right now and i honestly feel like im lost with it all.
im starting to lose my body hair which isnt too bad after all but im struggling to manage the 2 liters of drink every day so that i dont get the awful side effects from radiotherapy.
its so hard keeping up with everything all the pills i have to take, how im feeling and trying to keep my mind busy so i dont sit and dwell on it all.
very simply put this sucks and i feel poop! oh well tomorrow is another day
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