Well as i write this im sat in a darkened room (for my little girl who's fast asleep in her travel cot) in a strange place feeling quite uncomfortable.
Today is the first day of my treatment on the road to get better, 28 days of combined radio/chemotherapy. im staying in a lace called CLAN Haven in aberdeen while i have my treatments during the week and i get to go home on the weekends if i want too..............and i want to! i already miss my other children and im not use to being seperated from any of them, seems even stranger to just have the one with me.
first dose of radiotherapy and i was left with a metal taste in my mouth that made me feel sick :/ i got unpacked after and Faith took a nap, thats when i realised that im lost! i have to distractions here except for her, nothing to clean (trust me i looked) and no wifi in my room (have been given a ethernet cable for my laptop though) no children to play with or homework to do :( how can i not sit and dwell on things when i have nothing to distract me. So i have come up with this a wee diary of my days here and through my treatments in the hope that getting it all down in writing then it might make me feel a little bit better.
MWAH!!!! xxxx
