not a ramble today sorry folks,
ive been quiet for a long time and i guess thats because ive been adapting to my dads batte.
chemo has really hit him hard, he is due his 3rd cycle of ECX on 6th May but its been major struggle for him and a struggle for me & family to see him strugging so much.
his weight has dropped massively, my poor dad has lost most of his hair :( and just sits staring or dozes off - again we as his family are left feeling immensely helpless.
he is deteriorating daily although this chemotherapy is supposed to be helping????????
oh dear its turning into a ramble after all hahahaha - silly me!!
dad is barely eating, drinking and becoming withdrawn - all of this is easy to understand considering any food/fluids in passing a raw tumour from the chemo but its scary to see a treatment thats supposed to be helping him, destroy him :'-(
anyway, im not the only one watching a loved one struggle with this horrid *@$^ing disease :-) feel free to fill in the missing letters ;-)
soooooo im sending out cyber hugs to all that need them, and letting you know that even though im not on the site, i never stop thinking about others in the same situation as me
HUGS TO ALL XXXXX
