I feel so so fed up this evening.
My husband has been saying all day that I have been cruising for a fight and I of course have said that I have not! Well, looking back on today I guess I must have been sub consciously and now we have had an argument and he has gone to bed at 7pm and I have just spent 30 mins sobbing!.Arghhh
I am so fed up with cancer. I don't want to have it any more. I want to be like everyone else I have seen today, happy and looking forward to Christmas without the worry of biopsies, results and operations. I feel frustrated because I cannot control this thing and make it go away and sometimes I feel like I cannot breathe, if this normal?
Since my last post, until today I have been really positive but today I cannot shake it. My husband is fab and he is going through it too, I know and I also know I am being unreasonable, what can I do to put this right? He is so understanding and I feel so bad.
