I'm still checking in

It's a while since I've blogged on here - we've actually had a week's hol in Italy which was fantastic, then a long weekend with our friends in their caravan,.... Hmmmm, cosy, is the only thing to say about that!! But I've been catching up with everyone the last couple of days, reading up on blogs that I missed. My son is doing fine, back at work, and has his follow-up appointment on Monday. He has handled the whole thing so brilliantly, we're really proud of him. If only his marriage could settle down a bit. One minute they're all over each other - and the next, Jesus, it's all off again. We try and stay out of it, but it's hard sometimes when he's sooo upset, and after what he's just gone through, I think 'What the f**k? Sort yourselves out for God's sake!!!' But she's a latino, say no more. I'm doing ok I guess, but was reading a post that said 'I'm not going to get better', and a few replies. and I thought 'well that's me, my cancer is never going to go away - hopefully, it'll just be controlled'. And in a way, trying to find something that's good out of the whole mess, the fact that I don't have to worry whether it'll come back or not, it's never gonna go, sort of takes some of the strain out of it. Doesn't it? Or am I just kidding myself? But just wanted to say that just because I'm a bit better than I was a couple of months ago, I haven't buggered off without a backward glance - I'm still very much up on how everyone's doing, good and bad, and will check in all the time, love jeanie xx