Aaaaaargghh! Just been reading some old blogs/posts etc, as my husband was watching golf - and read back the blog I left earlier. Was disgusted with myself, sounded sooo ungrateful/awful, there are lots of people worse off than me.
I'm ok at the moment - tumours shrunk, feeling fine - and my son's results were good. But still I'm moaning.
Note to self - I'm really really going to try to be more of a positive person, less of a doom-monger.
And I'm going to start by being really adventurous and going to Peru for a holiday with son and his wife (and hubby) to meet her parents - then, if I'm brave enough, agreeeing to go to the Galapagos Islands as that's my husband's dream. I'm not on chemo now, haven't got to go back to hospital till end of Sept, so 'carpe diem' or whatever they say.
Now if I could just stop worrying about plane crashes.... , terrorists... S.American drug barons....kidnapping....giant tortoises............
FormerMember
Dont worry about your posts- this is for you to say how you feel - good or bad
One day down next day up high
Go ahead and enjoy your holidays - live for today - enjoy every minute
But if you feel down just post it in a blog - it must surely help - as you have shown above
A good moan does us all good, so don't deny yourself your feelings, go with it. And I totally agree Seize the Day - I do and luv it more and more. I began practising living each day as though it may be my last some time back and as they say, practice makes perfect, well nearly lol. Go off and fulfill yours and hubbys dreams. Have a wonderful time.
Hello Jeannie, I dont think anyone in this 'club' hasnt had a moan at some stage. Its a good way to destress. Dont be hard on your self. Have a super holiday. xx
