Ok so never blogged before but feel I need to unload and get the feelings out there and out of my head.
Do you feel like you are going mad? I look around at people and life and think - I was normal a few weeks ago now I feel like I am in a fog!
The waiting and not knowing what the outcome will be is just so wearing. I find myself in all kinds of scenarios.
I am still waiting for further tests and have no diagnosis.
I would like to write an upbeat blog at some stage - but today I just feel crap and need to vent - apologies to all and hopefully will be more positive next time.
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