Ok so my first blog was rather negative. Apologies for the rants of an unstable woman who is trying to deal with the possibility that she has cancer.
I never realised how your life can change so drastically with the mention of one word. Although I should as my dad died of lung cancer and my mum had breast cancer last year - but she is fine and all clear now.
I have gotten through the day by listening to radio 4 - never ever listened to it before - I was always a Radio 1 girl in my youth - (I'll never listen to anything else) but of course radio 2 is now the new Radio 1 for me. However, I have found that radio 4 with all the talk helps to block out the constant thoughts in my head. Am I getting middle-aged?
