I have not had a bad day. In fact i have felt quite normal at times. I am trying to stay positive.
However, there are times in the day when I just feel alone. Even in a room full of people and family - I am in my own world - I have to deal with this and my thoughts.
I think the gap between being told there might be a problem and when you go to see someone seems like forever. This is a kind of limbo - not that I intend on doing the limbo - I am not that flexible anymore!
So I stay here in limbo land - listen to the drums and think how low can you go?
