Today was my first day properly alone with no outsider in my house, I haven't been alone since my mum passed away, nearly over a month ago. Its been hard but i fear the worst is to come. i know its not going to be easy and i knew before any of this that it wouldn't be, i feel so helpless at night. i was so strong when everyone else was so weak, but now its taking its tole. i mean, i have so much support from my family…
