Another day which I hoped would be better. But no straight away mum has been suck, diarrhoea and a nose bleed. We are supposed to be going to QE this afternoon by car but mum doesn't think she is well enough so has asked for an ambulance to take her and my dad. Just heard at 10 that they can't get an ambulance and she needs to make her own way there. How rubbish is the NHS...
My mum is still really strong and I am the one who seems to be falling apart which is not helping her.i must try to be stronger not just for her but for my 3 children. Today when I dropped them off at school they were all very clingy and tearful. Lets hope they can see her later
