Coping

Another day which I hoped would be better. But no straight away mum has been suck, diarrhoea and a nose bleed. We are supposed to be going to QE this afternoon by car but mum doesn't think she is well enough so has asked for an ambulance to take her and my dad. Just heard at 10 that they can't get an ambulance and she needs to make her own way there. How rubbish is the NHS... My mum is still really strong and I am the…

After waking up and crying. I tried to get my children to school in a normal fashion but gosh it was hard. I just keep thinking about my mum and want to know the answers. And then a phone call- can you come over with your dad. We get to the hospital and bad news , her cancer had spread which is really tough and I cry again but my dad still shows no emotion. After about an hour we leave and drive home and my dad talks…