Coming to terms with my death

  • GP Annoyance

    Today I had a visit with my cancer pharmacist, it was supposed to be a routine appointment then quick sign off to pick up me meds on Tuesday. Well that didn't happen, when I was first prescribed Apalutamide I was advised it could cause high blood...
  • The day after

    So today is all about tiredness. How can you go from working 7 days a week, 10 hours a day, still having a life to then a couple of hours with the grandkids on the beach and in the park knocking you out for 24 hours.  I'm not exactly fit, ha...
  • Good day

    So no post yesterday, I had an appointment with the oncologist on Monday, my PSA is up 0.3 so now only 1.6 after 5 months of hormone treatment. The annoying thing about this is that the appointment was to gauge how the new meds the pharmacist gave me...
  • First post

    I'm now 8 months after diagnosis and all I can think about is how long. How long before I die, how long have I got with my granddaughters, how long have I got my family.  People tell me that prostate cancer is the best to get as it's the...