had my operation on monday to remove the cancer from my vagina. doctors say it went well and now i am back home.. thing is, i made the mistake of looking in the mirror of down below.. and now i think im going to e a freak and look deformed all my life and i still dont know until the 23rd if they have all the cancer or not.. what if i have gone threw all of this for nothing and have to hae more surgery..??? its from the…