Am i a wimp

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10 yr marriage break up, Hysterectomy,Breast cancer with full mastectomy and reconstruction. relationship breakup,7 months of chemo ,single parent 2 children, Back to work they stopped paying me, Shingles,joint pains,osteoperosis,MRSA, bowel problems, colonoscopy,nipple reconstruction,MRSA again. Im at the end of my tether crying all the time. Bad dreams that i cant remember, broken sleep, legs moving all the time im sat quiet. Crying, Dont want to speak to any of my friends. What is wrong am i a fraud or just a wimp.
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  • Hmm.  I’m very good at kicking myself when I’m down, too.  If any one else said I was a fraud and/or a wimp I’d kick them to the curb.  If my daughters friend or boyfriend etc said this Od be madder than a mad hatter.   Yet, despite having a zero-tolerance for abuse (emotional, mental financial etc) I’m somehow perfectly fine to abuse myself.  Nope, not doing that no more — yet I do at times without even registering it.