Hope to see you all soon. xxxxxxxx

Cortisone injection on shoulder has worked a treat, what a difference overall it makes and just shows how much pain can actually bring you down!! Had phone call last week............ Hospital has booked me in for Monday 1st August and operation for  2nd Mastectomy and reconstruction for my right side on the Tuesday. Hope I not under for 14 hours like last time. Getting more nervous than I was last time, maybe because I know what is going to happen and a bit stressed out hoping they don't have to go back into my left side re the necrosis that is not moving or dissolving on its own.

My wee puppy has had his 1st haircut and looking good. He won't stop trying to hump the football with Winnie the Poo on it. He's so comical. If I get time before Monday I will put up photos.

Raised £544.65 ONCE EVERYONE Paid Re Race for Life..

Anyway back to the Operation and shittin it scenario; Just hope I have put on enough weight!!!! That I don't pick up any infection as Immune System not fully recovered and my veins well..............where are they???? Thanks to the fecking Chemo, I can hardly see them anymore and they are taking ages to recover, but no doubt the hospital will find somewhere to get in. Just hope its not my foot!!!!  Can't touch the left side re all lymph nodes out. Being operated on the right side now, so guess I will find out when I wake up........... Hope I fecking do wake up!!!!

This time I am taking a cool bag with me for my juices, yogurts etc and ice lollies to hide!!!! So maybe I will be able to update after the 8th or 10th as will be in for at least a week and know so many Mac Family, friends, neighbours, Family are rooting tooting for me and my wee puppy is going to miss me. He follows me everywhere, and even takes his wee rattle up the stairs and sleeps under me under the bed, then almost trips me up in the morning so say hello. Maybe I will get a pee in peace for a few days once all the drains etc come out.