Here I am sat here watching all of the Big Brother Video bits - I decided to watch Big Bro 24hrs a day, so paid to have it on this screen.
It is nearly at an end and I feel like I am nearly at an end. I am only just beginning and will finally get my biopsy results tomorrow. As soon as the results were back, we were booked in straight away, no time to spare - we were told the results were suspicious. I already know that…
I have come to a 'moment in time' where I can just breathe the sea air where I live and for a short moment forget Cancer ever came in to my life. BUT Driving my car today I was stuck behind someone who was going so slow, I was almost shouting 'Hurry Up - I havn't got all the time in the world' and when I see something I want I just think 'Have it! I havn't got long, so I may as well enjoy it' …
Hi everyone, I am back home and happy again, although I felt like I was in a Hotel at QA on D7 ward. I had my own room and an en suite bathroom. I had my tele paid, so while I waited for the afternoon surgery I had something to try and concentrate on. I had a book to try and read but I couldn't see the words! I had my glasses on, so no excuse. I was supposed to go to Theatre at 1.30pm. It was to be almost 2 hours…
I don't know what is the matter with me but I have found it so hard to even write about my Cancer. Me and My Cancer! My Cancer and I! Which ever way I look at it, it is still with me and almost not a part of me. Although IT IS and this is why I have been trying to ignore it.
Everything seems to take so long but finally I go to Theatre tomorrow (5th Aug.) for a biopsy on both kidneys. My Consultant, Mr Solomon has…
Date 20th July 2010. Hello to Everyone and a massive Thank You to the people who wrote after my first Blog. I really do appreciate the help that you Guys and Girls give. It is not easy as well you all know. The Spinnaker Tower was on the menu for me today, being a belated Birthday treat. The three of Us went, the three being Me, Mike(Hubby) and my Cancer! It really has taken over everything. I am walking along and I almost…
