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I never expected this to hit me this year.  I need to tell you I'm sorry CK.  Tomorrow it is 2 years since they told you you weren't going to get better.  I remember it so clearly.  I told the counsellor last year that I would try not to dwell on dates this year - not a good start eh?  I need to try harder because it does no good so I thought maybe a blog would give me somewhere to dump the anxiety.  It has to be worth a try.  Everything started to move so fast from tomorrow but there is nothing to be gained from me dwelling on it now.  I have been doing so well thinking of the well you and not the ill you so I really don't want to take a step back now.  It is up to me I know.  Maybe now I have acknowledged the anniversary on here I will be able to settle.  I love you & miss you very much but you deserve me to think of the good times so that is what I will do.  Together Forever xxx(x)

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  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi Canda,

    You are doing the right thing coming face to face with your demons. Now that you have faced them life will get a little better. Leaving you to think of the good times. All the best and good luck.

    Take care and be safe Big Hugs Love Sarsfield.xx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Thank you for your support Sarsfield.  Take care xxx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi, I read your blog from beginning to end and cried.  What your husband went through was shocking and sad, am so sorry for the horrible time you both had.  

    I know you are feeling pretty low right now and just wanted to say:  your marraige brought you many happy memories as well as sad, but by god you stood by him proud and looked after him thorughout his illness.   You will have many memories to savour and the words, gone but not fogotten will remain in your head and heart forever.  Take care xxx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Thank you dawnief.  Your message helps.  Good luck with your recovery & take care xxx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Oh Ailsa, no words just lots of (((((((((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))) my friend

    xxx