I never expected this to hit me this year. I need to tell you I'm sorry CK. Tomorrow it is 2 years since they told you you weren't going to get better. I remember it so clearly. I told the counsellor last year that I would try not to dwell on dates this year - not a good start eh? I need to try harder because it does no good so I thought maybe a blog would give me somewhere to dump the anxiety. It has to be worth…