bugsy's blog

well folks its being nearly 5 weeks at work now , dosnt time fly when your enjoying yourself , like it does not ... no chemo this week i can have a rest .yipeeeee lol ... next week go for a check up and week after i have to have a ct scan my belly has gone hard doc`s wont say what they are thinking it is so i will keep my fingers crossed you all take care out there xxx

well its being two weeks back at work , some people know what to say and some are  justed shocked , i keep telling them its just a litttle problem i have , i will get over it and they cant believe my attitude or resilience.. well thats life, chemo not very good keeping me up all night when i have had it done , only two more course`s left then the old box  browing trick again that only hurts when they put the tripod up lol…

this is something we didnt ask for so why are we treat like animals....just being back today for my chemo again the nurse who does it .... well what can i say .. SHE BRILL FANTASTIC GREAT and a comfort to suffers ,,its those car park attendants who want it and there bosse`s ... good news is they are letting me back to work after 3 months of being off,, there is light at the end of the tunnel . even tho it may be 10 years…

why is it i am asking why is it , i feel let down by the local bennifit office all they seem to want is to take away that little bit of help you require , its not like we asked to have CANCER .... dont steal the goverment dont like compertition.. well thats my moan out of the way .....can anyone tell me how i am suppose to feel. i have had my kidney removed and some more things, justed had my second dose of chemo …