Bren K30's blog

Do you find people are walking on eggshells around you? they don't know what to talk about. I post regularly on another forum and I had a pm from a member apologising for being insensitive about something he wrote along the lines of taking the p**s. I replied to him saying no special treatment and I'm handling this thing by taking it out of myself. I was looking froward [I said] to all the nurses nursing my wedding tackle…

It already seems like a routine to be visiting hospitals or doctors on a more or less daily basis, so today I finally had a day with neither on the horizon. Also today I have to get some work done, it's been a very quiet week on that front, all the work that has come up clashed with an appointment so I have had to to knock it back. This is the other cost of cancer kicking in. But is has always been my choice to work for…

Firstly thank you for the comments, very welcome. Just got back from the hospital, been for an ultrasound scan and some x rays. Of course we don't get the results immediately for this but from his reaction I would judge there was nothing he found. No going back over the same place repeatedly and no look of concern. Do we all get better at reading body language? Trust me!!! I never give it a thought and turned up wearing…

So there I was, on the phone to my mate one night a few weeks ago. I was in my computer room, which in reality means - the spare bedroom. And with me being on my umpteenth cup of coffee needed to lose some of the liquid. Toddled to the bathroom and peed a few cups worth. Still on the phone (it's a man thing ladies, just like you go in pairs at the pub) "Oh ****" I said to him "That's not right, I'm pissing blood" So…