still hurting

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Almost a week at home alone and it hurts so much.  I miss him so much.  I am going to get away for a week on Sunday, going to visit a relative in Newfoundland where I have never been and have no memories.  I do hope that will help, I don't have much interest in anything right now.  Just trying to get through each day as it comes.  I did get a note to be off work until December and I expect by then, I will be not want to be home alone any more.  This has been a tough week and I cry all the time.  I do have lots of friends and relatives who check in on me but it is not the same as having my Danny with me.  I am dreading the holidays coming up. 

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  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi Bren, just a quick one to send you a hug, cos I know that there are no words just now that are going to help.  I hope that visiting your relatives in Newfoundland gives you some love and warmth.  

    Please do not think that I am trying to be pesimistic, I just wanted to let you know that the first time I went somewhere different I also thought that no memories would make it a bit easier, but found that in fact I didn't like it at all for that very reason.  So all I am saying is that if you find that to be the case don't get too upset, I think that it is such early days for you that you shouldn't expect too much from yourself. One day at a time, at your own pace Bren.

    Loads of love Judi xx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    just popped in to say hello and wish i could take away some of your pain and sorrow

    i truly hope you enjoy your trip ..... maybe take some lovely fotos of your trip and share them with us? on your return

    take care

    xNx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    I cant find words to help your pain Bren,

    there isn,t any, its early days for you at

    this time. Take each day as it comes, it

    is going to be so very hard for you, so

    be kind to yourself. Hope your time away

    helps you to get thru your sadness.

    With Love Lucylee. xxxxxx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    One day at a time, one step at a time Bren, we would take your pain and sadness away if we could my lovely.....love Carol x