Almost a week at home alone and it hurts so much. I miss him so much. I am going to get away for a week on Sunday, going to visit a relative in Newfoundland where I have never been and have no memories. I do hope that will help, I don't have much interest in anything right now. Just trying to get through each day as it comes. I did get a note to be off work until December and I expect by then, I will be not want to be home alone any more. This has been a tough week and I cry all the time. I do have lots of friends and relatives who check in on me but it is not the same as having my Danny with me. I am dreading the holidays coming up.
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