Hmm bit scared no I am not a bit scared am terrified to be told that when dad goes he will probably just drop down is a bit hard to get my head round .
Dads tumour grows round the supreiour vena cava (sp) so eventually will cut off the blood suply to the brain
Then on the other hand I kinda think that maybe that will be the better way for him to go instead of being in pain etc ?
My head is all over the place but then i know that my feelings in all of this are really unimportant
I really hate this thing as i am sure we all do
