Firstly - thank you to all of you for your kind words and support on my last post - did make me shed a tear but in a good way.
Well its just over a week since Mum died and things are just ticking on....nothing seems real and i'm bored of all the paper work. Mums funeral isn't until the beginning of March due to a back log at the local crem so got to wait until i can finally say goodbye. I'm planning on going back…
Mum passed away at 3.50am this morning, i was with her and it was very peaceful, she just slipped away.
I'm going through the motions at the moment, but not doing too bad considering. I have my family around me at the moment which helps and having to deal with all the formalilties today, don't think i could manage on my own
Just want to say how brave and strong my mum was and how much i love her
Beth xx
Well, no one can say that my mum isn't a fighter, she's still here, still very weak and not getting better but she's beaten the time that the consultant had said.
Mum is being stubborn and doesn't really like having the nurses around her which can be frustrating but i'm just going to let her get one with it. Mean while i'm up and down from the hospital and trying to keep myself busy, just finished doing the…
Mum is now in hospital - she's been in since Tuesday evening....she had deteriorated very quickly and is now struggling to breathe - they are trying to make her as comfortable as possible - but its just so hard watching her.
I know in my last post i said about the suffering and i wish it would end - well now i mean it even more - i wish and hope she feels ready to go. I always say i'm ready for it to happen but…
i don't mean to sound like a horrible person and i think deep down if people are in the same position as me think the same - but sometimes, don't you just wish that the suffering would end even if early, but just so the suffering would stop.
Before christmas, mum had a bleed in her stomach - they've managed to sort that, but she's still getting weaker - now not eating anything at all just has three drinks a day…
