Mums funeral tomorrow 21st Sept

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It's mums funeral tomorrow, I am dreading it.

Up to now, I have had mixed emotions. Crying a lot when she first died, I was there.

Then relief that she wasn't in anymore pain. Then talking about her to friends and relatives, I smile.

Then somedays I laugh. Somedays I don't even believe it, I still feel she is alive and at home or in the hospital.

It doesn't seem real.

Dad is very down today, he cried on the phone saying how much he missed her. It's heart breaking. I can only be there for him, I don't know what else to do.

I wish I could magic mum back, she was a wonderful mum/wife and would do anything for us.

Tomorrow is the cremation and I feel she will be gone forever. I'm just hoping that it's just her shell that has gone and her spirit and soul are still with us.

I just want to hug and kiss her.

Binnie xx

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  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    dear binnie

    just dropped by to give you and your dad BIG cyber hugs ....... you n your dad keep hugging each other ok? just be there for each other

    your darling mum will watch over you both forever

    (watch out for the signs and you will see)

    love

    xNx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hello Binnie - I hope tomorrow goes well and the fneral is a good send off for your Mum  - try to use is as a celebration of her life and al she meant to you and your Dad and family. You can't bring her back but you know she will never be forgotten. She is a part of you - take comfort from that. I am glad to hear that you have managed a smile or two - I am sure your Mum would be pleased to hear that too. I will be thinking about you tomorrow hun, Lots of love Jools xxx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Dear Binnie

    I wanted to reply before but i couldn`t log on site, had to change password 3 times!  

    I will be thinking of you and your family tomorrow. I understand exactly how you feel {{hugs}} I felt my families cremations were just so final. But I think when its happened Binnie you will still find some comfort in the fact that Mum is not in pain or frightened anymore. Mum will always be with you in spirit and in your heart.

    Keep telling yourself its not really Mum now, the part of her,that made her Mum her soul, her spirit is free now and she will be close to you and keeping you safe.

    Lots of love

    scarlet x

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi Belinda, have been thinking of you a lot lately, unfortunately couldn't contact you because the site was off.

    I hope it all goes well tomorrow.  Will be thinking of you and your family.  Take comfort in the fact that your mum is no longer suffering.

    Sending you lots of love, Christine xx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi Belinda, thinking of you, my dad passed away on the 9th September and the funeral was last Friday, I found it very hard but managed to keep myself together for my mum's sake, I just am glad he is at peace and no longer suffering but I miss him so much and am still have moments when I'm alone to grieve.