hi
I am feeling really low today and can't seem to get back to being positive no matter what. I feel angry cheated frightened and very scared. i am frighted of dyiing and the process and bemoan my loss of feeling immortal. well I know its unrealistic but before diagnosis I did not think about dying at all. I gave up smoking 16 years ago so also feel cheated about that. In fact I am so angry and upset I can'get all the words out. HOW does one cope with the knowledge one is going to die sooner than one thought, and how do statistics fit into all of this . You can see I am totally confused. HELP Please
FormerMember
I am doing my best and feel a lot better today. I suppose I am coming up to my first scan in the next 4-6 week and have been brooding on that all though I feel much better than I did. Its so good to hear something positve and that there are people out there doing well despite everything.
