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hi I am feeling really low today and can't seem to get back to being positive no matter what. I feel angry cheated frightened and very scared. i am frighted of dyiing and the process and bemoan my loss of feeling immortal. well I know its unrealistic but before diagnosis I did not think about dying at all. I gave up smoking 16 years ago so also feel cheated about that. In fact I am so angry and upset I can'get all…

Hi I am a newbie at this and not sure if I am in the right place to get support from others, can't seem to find where you start so that you can be in touch by e-mail etc. hopefully this it? Anyway, I was diagnosed with lung cancer (small cell type) in February and have had 3 sessions of chemo and Radio therapy. The shock of the diagnosis is just unbelievable and although but i think I am now through the worst of that…