Back to work fears

  • Fear

    Just took hubby to the station for his early train into work.  He looked awful and the lingering smell of last night's dinner in the kitchen made him feel very nauseous.  It is now day 6 of the first round of chemo.  Tomorrow he has to go to the hospital to have the chemo bag changed for another week and then he will have two weeks off.

    As I watched him walk towards the platform, I could have wept.  He walks slowly and…

  • Back to work fears

    Hubby went back to work today on Day 5 after his first chemo., and I am running around like a headless chicken trying to keep busy and not worry about him.  I am worried the chemo bag might get caught in something, worried he might be with someone with  germs, worried he might get overtired etc etc, all of which I cannot show because I know he has got stir crazy these last few awful days, since discovery of the recurrence…