just want the world to slow down

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First time I've written one of these, just feel that there is so much i need to get off my chest but have no one to say it too!.  This time last year i was looking forward to Christmas oblivious to the fact my world would fall apart the day before Christmas when my dad was told he had advanced kidney cancer and the chances - 1 in 10. SInce then its been a roller coaster of no treatment available, then were lucky enough to get on to sutent, that worked at first but 2 months ago they said it had stopped working and would he like to go on a new drug trial. Been on it for the last month and yet again i am trying to be strong whilst watching him dealing with yet another set of side effects. I just wish I could get a hold of this!  I don't have any siblings so feel there is no one to share my fear/anger/frustration etc with and am fed up with not knowing where my head is at!

Guess today is a bad day as don't usually moan like this! sorry folks

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