To everyone

I have been reading everyone's posts and I'm so glad I decided to come on this site. It has helped me to put cancer into perspective, in terms of the different people it effects, and the lives it ruins. I have been wrapped up in my own little world of me and dad, and there are people out there suffering, dying, surviving everyday from the disease, and I hadn't considered the others that were losing their loved ones every minute of everyday. My heart feels like it is breaking every time I read that some one else has died. What most hits me is the young women losing their dads, like me because I can see I'm not the only one and there are other girls on here feeling similar to me right now. I guess I can just relate more to these people. I just wanted to say to everyone...I'm so sorry for all of us and for everyone who has passed...I am so incredibly sorry that there is something in this world so terrible that eats away at us...and takes away the people that least deserve it. Sometimes I see the beauty in this world, and it's so absolutely amazing it takes my breath away and I just want to cry...and other times it feels like I live in such an evil world, a cruel place that will slowly kill us all...and we are half the problem. But there is so much love on this site...it just makes me feel like there is hope.